ehsan, seriously i want to know why did you say that, because i have been on this site off and on for 12 years still don't know who is who , not i really care but it is good to know . sometimes it seems people try to gooz pich me well i still don't know why ,i like isp because a faceless society ,we all have one thing in common ,we are iranian . sometimes i was thinking to start my own blog and all the things which it has happened to me share with people but because of my back probelm i can't even go to a movie , i can't even fly , but i do my one hour swiming a day and play tennis everyother day ( i can't play after i become anemic) lacking of energy . gossh all of sudden it seems shit are happening but i like being ill ,it has given me a different perception about life . but i look terrible though,i have this feeling that i will come back ( it is unfair to the world losing me ).till today i have done nothing but good to people .i only harmed myself with a little exessive gambling .