We all have our issues: I was honest about my: ADD, my bro getting killed by a drunk driver when I was 4 and I am an adult child of Narcissistic parents. I understand I post often but at least I did not let that break me. Life deals us crappy hands but it is how we use that hand that matters, sometimes one needs to BLUFF. Since I am in LV, I am using Hold Em Poker terminology here. I genuinely hope that Chinaski receives the help that he needs because I found a good a therapist: for my PTSD and familial issues. If you do not want to go that route because in Irooni culture: I get it, that is admitting you have a weakness or a "disease." At least I am honest and up front with everything.
As my Parisian komrade Finally jan pointed out, thank Goodness I was NOT born in Iran and I gravitate to other cultures. Anyways I have my superstitions, I am not religious: I am secular but I have my super stitions and customs so I will be sincere. I will lite a candle for him on Sunday, at my Russian Orthodox Church. Y'all can make fun of it but I have my superstitions and there is a reason why I survived combat Iraq/Afg, I cannot say much else. God speed Chinaski I am not mad at you, nothing personal strictly business, I need to have my mental 100. That is why I blocked you but I wish you well, spreken ze hart time. I swear it on the soul of my brother's grave, this SHALL be my LAST Chinaski post and Dr, jan I suggest you do the same, since we both came to the same conclusion. Of course you are a Cambridge grad and have more experience but I am not a dummy and can see he has bi polar schizophrenic disorder. One does not need to be an MD, in order to make that diagnosis. As for me: you are quite astute, people underestimate me, like the Anaheim Mighty Ducks so I use it as internal motivation
. I might post quite often: however, I am not violating any ISP rules, I am respectful and just killing time, until May 23rd and UNLV starting, in the FALL. I am very happy and thrilled I went from academic probation at Crescenta Valley High(had to have a waiver to play Varsity Football) to academic scholarship. Never give up, never retreat, always believe in yourself, and never surrender, OOH RAH!