Afriran jan, there is no one sitting up there. Be sure if there was anyone, that anyone would be nothing but mean. So many good people lose their lives 24/7, so many innocent people lose their lives by the hands of mean and despicable characters. So before i believe in a mean god who approves all that shit to happen, i rather believe there is no god at all. Cancer is a disease, it doesnt chose his victims. It catches both good and bad, there is no god involved, there is no god to be involved.